GENIUS. THIS GUY IS INSANE.

West, Saving sanity, one good friday at a time..

GENIUS.

THE MORE I GROPED, THE MORE AWAKE I BECAME.

As to put a circle into a square.

An oval cloud cages over.

To isolate yourself with your thoughts.

To run from it

Or run with it

You turn into tissue

Four corners of storage.

The soul held captive by the cage

that lies within this mind.

- Mia-Danica

This Aversion.

What on earth can you do on this earth
but catch at whatever comes near you,
with both your fingers,
until your fingers are broken?

-Tennessee Williams, Orpheus Descending

Apathy - [ap-uh-thee-uh] (also called impassivity or perfunctoriness)

"It was curious to think that the sky was the same for everybody, in Eurasia or Eastasia as well as here. And the people under the sky were also very much the same—everywhere, all over the world, hundreds or thousands of millions of people just like this, people ignorant of one another’s existence, held apart by walls of hatred and lies, and yet almost exactly the same—people who had never learned to think but were storing up in their hearts and bellies and muscles the power that would one day overturn the world."

1984 by George Orwell

ap·a·thy

 

[ap-uh-thee]

–noun, plural -thies.

1.

absence or suppression of passion, emotion, or excitement.

2.

lack of interest in or concern for things that others findmoving or exciting.

3.

Also, ap·a·thei·a, ap·a·thi·a

[ap-uh-thee-uh]

. Stoicism . freedom from emotion of any kind.

Scrupulous, devout, annihilate. Lethargic, lethal, subside

5 Things..

· 5 5 things in my bag: Lucas Paw Paw Balm, Hand sanitizer, Wallet, Receipts, Bobby Pin.

5 things in my bedroom: Bookshelf, Macbook, Blackberry, Bed & Moisturizer

5 things i have planned this week: Its friday - weeks over.

5 things that make me happy: My blackberry, music, quotes, the dictionary, family.

5 things I’m currently into: Social Networks - twitter, facebook, tumblr, my current book and watching tv series' online. (None of which are really current - just truthfully reoccurring)

5 things on my to do list: Travel more, finish final major work - get through the last 5 weeks of my education (preferably alive), find something to eat in the next five minutes, earn a ton of money (people that say money doesn't buy happiness should shut the fuck up.)

5 things some people don’t know about me: If I list them down this will defeat the reasons behind why people don't know.

You make my bones quiver,sir.

"Be

patient

and

tough;

someday

this

pain

will

be

useful

to

you"

- Ovid

Mad Hatter: "Am i going mad?"

Alice: "Yes, you're mad, bonkers, off your head. But i'll tell you a secret... All the best people are."

apodyopsis. noun - the act of mentally undressing someone

YEEZY.

3:15 AM - ABERRANT. [uh-ber-uhnt, ab-er-]

The Dictionary. I have a spot in my heart for it...
To understand terminology, widen your vocabulary, to gain a lexicon... how could it not be the most intriguing, fascinating most amazing thing!

dic·tion·ar·y   
[dik-shuh-ner-ee] Show IPA
–noun, plural -ar·ies.
1.
a book containing a selection of the words of a language, usually arranged alphabetically, giving information about their meanings, pronunciations, etymologies, inflected forms, etc., expressed in either the same or another language; lexicon; glossary: a dictionary of English; a Japanese-English dictionary.
2.
a book giving information on particular subjects or on a particular class of words, names, or facts, usually arranged alphabetically: a biographical dictionary; a dictionary of mathematics.
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2:27AM - and I, I should be floating but i'm weighed by thoughts..

And just like that I had sunk to the floor. Ludicrous thoughts ironically ethereal. Everything that has occurred in our lives are somehow irrevocable. This permanent stain. This doesn't necessarily mean negativity I suppose.

'Getting a bit tired of words. Tired of carefully calculating each fragment. I've exhausted myself with all this thought. I'm overwhelmed with all the thought processess weighing me down before I make a decision. Before I conjure a sentence. Before words fall off my tongue. To stop thinking and just dissolve. To be weightless... Here's to thinking if floating will be enough..'